i wanna go here waaaaahhhhhh super summer fun <3 <3 <3
One of the scariest feelings in life is when you realize you aren’t afraid to die. You don’t look when you cross the road anymore. When you take pills you take however many come out. You’re not afraid when you hear those creepy creaking noises in your house anymore, because you hope they’ll get you. You seek out dangerous things, because you want to die. You stop caring about yourself, totally and completely. Nothing about you matters anymore, and at some point you look at yourself and become scared of yourself. Because you’re a monster, one who only hurts itself. And that’s scary.
You know what I hate?
I hate how you’re never around anymore. I hate how you act as you don’t care. I hate how you’ve changed. I hate how you act. I hate how we’re drifting. I hate all the things you’ve done to me. I hate you for all the shit you put me through. I hate how you lie to me. I hate how I’m always the one trying. You know what? I hate you.
